1.12.2009

In the middle of the class...I go walking in my sleep.

Okay, so I meant to continue to post all last weekend, last week, and this weekend even. I am, quite obviously, under a bit of stress. This is partially because I just started back to school. I thought I would have time to write while in school, but I have been focused on getting settled. Perhaps now I will have more time since I've had a week to get into the moves.

I am working on working. The job that I held down pretty steadily has seemingly pushed me away since I had to take a break for the holidays. I was kicked out of the dorm for the whole of the holidays, and so I didn't have a place to stay.
I have been trying to essentially get my job back, which has proven pretty hard. I am trying to find another job outside of the Buffalo Wild Wings job. BWW has not been the **AMAZING JOB OF THE CENTURY** that I had hoped it would be. This is hard to wrap my head around because I believed that this job would actually help me move forward. I had hope that I would move up the ladder pretty quickly because I was "better" than some of my peers. I am afraid that this break I took has hurt my chances.
Church is a very different thing for different people. I have problems with many churches now that I have been religious on my own, without the leadership of certain preachers. Many churches hold ethical theories that I can not follow because they are not always following what they are saying themselves.
Going to church has become a hard thing for me because I follow my own ethical theories and tend to not believe that one has to be so strict in one's ways to find God. I also don't believe that some of the ethics preached in many conservative churches.

Off to do more ethical thinking.

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