Happily Happy

So, it's been a few days...or a couple three weeks...whatevs. I'm working on being a real life person now, and not just a faker. >.< It's become harder and harder to imagine myself outside of the bounds of school...the major thing is that I just want to already be there. I am tired of being harassed from every direction about everything.

Got to relax for a little bit today, which was nice. Let the smile shine through. I have to focus so hard on being happy when I'm at work that sometimes I have trouble being really happy outside of it. There's a word for this type of industry, where you have to be happy because you are serving people and in order to get paid you have to make them happy by being happy happily.

I just want to be truly happy with where I am. I want to have the time of my life right now and not push myself to death. I want to live in peace for just a couple of days and not have a rain cloud following me over my left shoulder.

This wasn't supposed to be a downer post, I guess I'm just having trouble focusing on anything except myself today. Self-centered, perhaps, but if I'm not happy I get angry or depressed or something not nearly as fun.

Going to dinner soon, perhaps that will make me feel more alive, awake, and ready to do stuff.

Bunches

Weeee class on a beautiful day. Ugh. I wish we could go outside, but we have a guest speaker coming today. So this will be another class inside.

Work tonight. Dealing with humans is so much fun in my opinion, as I'm sure you have already realized. >.<

Facebook Official: A relationship is only official if both parties have agreed to be "in a relationship" on Facebook.

There has been at least 60 comments to a relationship status change because the gentleman in the relationship happens to have a bunch of friends that are used to playing games online and participating in forums online. The whole ordeal involved WoW references that I didn't catch, and some DnD ones that I actually laughed out loud to. I guess the point of this is that friends can totally skew something away from it's original meaning, but they always mean well.